single's day

LoLz~while i was thinking, wat title should i put for this time??recently i recalled back alot of things..among tat, there is half of it is about relationship..haha...tats y my title is single's day...wah..almost 1 year d my single day...actually i m not suitable to said tat my single day is more than others..as the ppl i know..there is alot of them..their single's life longer than me..like today..while i was talking with my friend outside his room..we talked about relationship with gals..he said," steve, u no need to worry la..u so handsome, sure can get alot of gals if u wan.."(be frank, this is truely, really from my friend but not me=.=)but for me, i don really think it..cos i know, i m not as good as he think, i got alot and alot of weaknesses..alot of things happened to let me cant let it go.. Got a friend from my hometown..she said, " steve, i hope u can let both of my friends go...." frankly, i don like to misunderstand wat she think, so i din think about wat is the meaning of her words to me..but actually i know the " both of my friends " is who..i clear about it.. in this single's day..i do really feel tat wat is the feeling of alone.. i don like to mix up with the ppl tat i don like, maybe u can say me LANCI..but, this is me..i dono y, i really rather to alone if i need to go out or chatting with the ppl tat i donlike..i admit tat, i m not a ppl tat everyone welcome..cos if i donlike somebody, i will write on my face..haha..really thxful to God..he gives me alot of good friends in this college(of course also got bad too..XD)i give them good, meaning i can talk my secret to them, share with them, they will mentally support me(stil the same until now..hope future will be too)maybe this is wat good friend means, honestly, i do not have this kind of friend at last time, my friends in college really teman me alot in my single day, thx alot...if somethings tat should be forgotten, forget it...to make urself wont be feel so suffer..is very struggle..i face it..but i cant solve it..don ask me y..cos i really got no the strength to solve it..don worry..after this week i will went back my hometown for 1 week ++, so tat time u wont see me and u wont be unhappy( maybe=P)..actually maybe someone read this blog, u might not really understand wat i trying to said, but frankly, i also dono wat m i writing now..p/s..i m the person who never get things back if i give it out, once i give it out, it is no longer belong to me, don try to give me back, it is consider no respect me, i will angry..thx..(moody, headache)