1 month at my college d~.~

haiz..i dono whether is God playing with me or really my beloved one not yet come out..everytime wen i have some good feeling with a gal..the gal sure got bf or something else such as she is going to study at oversea and etc..i think i m the bad luck people..this week is the 5th weeks and also the 3rd subjects tat i going to cover it..this subject are really really BORED!!LOL...so sad..n i was having a bad headache and fever..i really hope there is a ppl who concern me and make me feel better..(other than doctor la...=p)maybe i shouldnt rush..but..i really desperate..dono y..and i think tat i m affair and i lost the passion to start a new relationship with new ppl..a funny story here..a gal in my college..it is a only 1 actually= =..last few day after i finished my basketball game..me and my friends sit together and talking crap..suddenly they mentioned about the gal..she named eline..this is the following conversation.........."steve, eline is not bad wat..y u dowan to have her as ur gf?" and i said.."u all know she got bf d..y stil ask me to go and chase her?i seems like to be a 3rd ppl between a relationship...." they said,"steve, now the world change alrdy..u should fight for ur own but not thinking for others..if u care for others, who is gonna to care for u??" and i answered, "she is a kl ppl and she got bf d..now she is having a good relationship,if u all ask me to be 3rd ppl and break other ppl's relationship..is cruel..some more..i m agree that i really have a good impression to her..but since she got bf d..y don just hope she will happy?"den my friends all scold me stupid,stupiak la...haha~by the way..love a ppl doesnt means must have her/him..yeah right?